Thanks. It's just that, My mom has totally wrecked my life and I'm at a loss. I feel like I've lost direction. So, either I run away and change my entire appearance so I disappear, or I wait until I graduate and THEN disappear. Either way, I want NOTHING else to do with my mom and my brothers after I'm gone. The only reason I'd still see my dad is because he might die. He's 72 years old and I want him to know me until that happens. I just don't want to be associated with the people who wrecked my life so viciously. The abuse she does to me has now become illegal. It all started with how I didn't want to be Christian. Now, it's turned into a possible legal matter. Anyway, I'm not sure if I'll be back or I won't. Maybe I'll move to England. Just as long as I get out of the country where she can't find me.